As minute or humorous as it may sound to some, a very unexpected event today led me to countless tears, a gigantic pit in my stomach, my heart in my throat & a severe feeling of disgust. I feel used & fucking repulsive.
As I was venturing out to spoil myself with fancy things today, prepared for a lovely day at that, a man began beeping at me from his bmw countless times. He quickly pulled over next to me on the sidewalk. Rolls down his passenger window & starts “talking dirty” with his pants to his knees & his dick in his hands. He stuck his face close to the passenger window with a scary & haunting smile on his face. Fucking evil looking me in the eyes. He was about 65 years old & probably the most frightening man I have ever seen.
Tears began flooding from my eyes almost instantly… & he didn’t stop. I walked away quickly because I couldn’t even think straight to react the way I wished I had (which would have resulted with his teeth knocked out, face kicked into the curb & dick shoved into his stomach). He continued to yell out the window at me.
I couldn’t help but to cry for nearly two hours. When I would stop, I would see a man “check me out” & break out in tears again.
There are some REAL fucking creeps out there, people. Be careful. God only knows what could have happened if he would have approached me for “directions” or something. I could be a sex slave locked in this fuckers basement.
The deep, unexplainable pit this leaves inside of me has NO words. Hopefully you never experience this, but if you do - you won’t find it humorous whatsoever. It’s fucking horrible & if anything like this happens to me again, the old fucking piece of shit will NOT get away without at least 15 broken bones.
I assure you of that.
Don’t let sick fucks steal your “good day”.
I refuse to do this forever.
I’m almost strong enough again to walk away.
Theres a point when “comfort” goes too far.
I am deeply, passionately, severely depressed every single day. Not for myself - for the fear of you.